Readings & Interviews

Starting Out…Launching THE MEMORY ROOM

The Reading in Berkeley, CA

Lip Service West and SPAD presents writer Mary Rakow reading a selection
from her work at Pegasus Books, Berkeley, CA.


WE CAN SHARE HOW AUTOBIOGRAPHICAL OUR NOVEL IS
00-7:47   Reading
-Barbara gives a lecture to her therapist titled, “What Every Buried Child Knows”
-Why dirt is not one thing
-Every child seeks a moral order and creates one when it cannot be found

 

The Reading at University of Iowa

“Live From Prairie Lights.” (Audio) Reading by Mary Rakow, Q & A with Julie Englander.
University of Iowa; November 18, 2002
WSUI 910 AM. The Writing University and Digital Research & Publishing, University of Iowa.
Listen to the interview: Mary Rakow — Live From Prairie Lights

The Interview in LA Times

“Three Questions for Mary Rakow,”  Susan Salter Reynolds
The Los Angeles Times, June 30, 2002

Question: How do you compare the private horror of sexual abuse with the very public horror of the Holocaust?

Answer: For me, to compare the two would come from a desire to place horrors on a kind of grid. It would be an act of cowardice. This kind of measuring dulls compassion, or at least it would in me. And writing–in fact all art–can and perhaps must be an act of compassion.

Q: Do you feel the form of the novel is inadequate to describe the cruelty (and maybe also the beauty) of the world?

A: Writers work the way that pleases them. You want this congruence between what you put on the page and what exists in your head. And when you’ve “nailed it,” then you feel intense pleasure. I think pleasure drives these things more than statements about the viability or death of certain forms. I did not set out to write a novel that was unusual in form or that engaged in these kinds of questions.

I wrote “The Memory Room” so that the ink on the page, when read, was as close as I could get it to how I heard the words in my own head. I read very few novels and I finish even fewer. I mostly read poems. In most novels I’ve tried reading there is just way too much information compared to the sensation of movement.

Q: You’ve said that you are a very “new” reader, by which I think you mean reading outside of academia. How has becoming a reader changed your writing?

A: I only began reading fiction and poetry in my mid-40s, about halfway through “The Memory Room.” Now I read all the time. And the new work will form a kind of dialogue with what I read, as it must be for all writers. I am trying to learn, though late in the game, what the domain of the page is. What can happen on the page that cannot happen anywhere else.

It is the moral seriousness of Rakow’s book, as much as the literary inventiveness, that elevates her work to the realm of literature.
–Jonathan Kirsch, “Art After Auschwitz,” The Los Angeles Times.

 

Then…Launching THIS IS WHY I CAME

I started every reading talking about my method. This novel explores iconic stories in the Bible, one of the most ancient texts on the planet. A book about which people have strong and mixed feelings. But the stories have been salvific for me since childhood, dealing with issues I explored in my first novel, The Memory Room.

The Bible, like all great art, is mostly emptiness. We go into that emptiness with ourselves, coming up with our own answers to questions the blank spaces give rise to in us. Why was Jonah angry? Why wasn’t Joseph at the Crucifixion? What did Zaccheus do for the rest of his life? We write from our own distinct perception of the world producing, over time, the story only we can write. And when we do this, we don’t just make stuff. We make art. Let’s help each other do exactly that.

Below each video, I’ve highlighted useful tips for the making and sharing of our art.

Reading: The Jesus and John Chapters

ASK BIG QUESTIONS
3:30   This book is a safe place
KNOW YOUR PRE-SUPPOSITIONS
12:30   Everybody hungers. Even God.
12:40   I don’t think God is gendered
STAND BY YOUR WORK. READ IN FRONT OF OTHERS
14:14-25:00   Reading
KNOW EACH OTHER’S WORK BY HEART
25:35   Convo with David Francis
30:00   To not believe in a God who is too small
34:00   The importance of paradox
37:00   Fiction has no limits
CLING TO WHAT INSPIRES YOU
39:00   Visual art in my writing process
LEARN NEW THINGS AFTER YOUR BOOK COMES OUT
1:00:00  “Lectio Divina” a medieval way to read. Who knew?

Reading: The Noah Chapter

KNOW THE GIFT OF AN AMAZING PUBLISHER
1:37   Intros by publisher Jack Shoemaker
EXPLAIN YOUR METHOD
3:13   What backstory would make this event make sense?
KNOW WHAT SAVED YOU
4:17   Bible stories in childhood. “I was Noah”
DEDICATE YOUR READING
5:50   To Coptic Christians massacred yesterday
START WITH YOUR PREMISE
8:25   The Bible as emptiness

READ A DIFFERENT SECTION EACH TIME
10:29-30:00   Reading
13:26   Noah felt the anger of God
17:00   A dog swam in the current
28:45   God said to Noah, “You made me anew.”
LEARN FROM A LIKE-MINDED STRANGER
30:00   Convo with Rev. Liz Tichenor
42:00   A sacred text invites relationship
59:00   Paradox is like Palmolive Dish Soap & Hypostatic Union
1:06:00   My pivot into the contemplative life

Reading: The Abraham and Isaac Chapters

ENJOY WHEN A CLOSE FRIEND CREATES THE EVENT
0:31   Intros by Scott Wood
3:55   What I care about
4:55   Dedicating the reading to Farkhunda Malikzada
READ A SEQUENCE OF CHAPTERS
8:00-20:00   Reading
17:00   The hunger for innocence in an adult is the most dangerous hunger
CONVERSE WITH A WRITER WHO CARES FOR YOUR SUBJECT
20:00   Convo with David Francis
20:00   Bible characters didn’t know how their story would end

25:00   Writing to create an order that doesn’t yet exist
27:30-31:00   The flannel board in Sunday school
33:00   Suggesting a method. Not what I came up with
LET YOURSELF DIGRESS
50:00   The Bible’s Book of Leviticus like God on speed. But it’s about love
53:00   We can imagine a moral order. We get used to this. Like light bulbs

Reading: The Zaccheus Chapter

SEE YOUR WORK LIFTED TO A WHOLE NEW CROWD
0:40   Remarks by Co-host’s Josh Miller, Susan Bernard & Janet Fitch
0:17   The original Zaccheus story
SHARE YOUR QUESTION
17:45   What did Zaccheus do for the rest of his life?
21:00-39:15 Reading
23:15   Jesus said, “You can stop feeling like a failure at love.”
26:15   “When Jesus touched me I felt pure-hearted.”

NOTICE HOW EVERY CONVERSATION IS DIFFERENT
41:00   Convo with David Francis
42:35   What drew you to Bible stories?
47:45   Always looking for a stronger truth
LET YOURSELF DIGRESS
55:17   (re: Eve) “Of course she moved toward the serpent!”
59:50   (re: Jesus at Cana) “But he’d never done a miracle before!”
SEE HOW A READER COMPLETES YOUR WORK
1:06:40   She gave “cloistered communities” a whole new meaning
1:09:20   We make art hoping such moments will occur

Reading: The Jonah Chapters

RELATE TO YOUR PHYSICAL SURROUNDINGS
3:25   Why read Jonah at Prairie Lights Books?
4:35   Dedication: the tomb of the Prophet Jonah in Mozul
bombed to oblivion July 25, 2014
QUESTION ICONIC THINGS
4:35   Jonah’s story in the Bible
7:25   The weird things about it
9:40   What backstory would make this make sense?
12:20-35:24   Reading (It’s not about the whale)
23:10   Jonah raged against God

26:56   “I will be God’s atheist.”
28:31   He tells his wife, “I wanted a better God.”
BRING AN ANCIENT CHARACTER INTO THE 21st CENTURY
32:00   Jonah tells her “To doubt the God you believe in is to serve Him.”
PAY ATTENTION TO WHATEVER GIVES YOU PEAK ENGAGEMENT
35:31   Visual Art in my process. Picasso’s “Return of the Harlequin”
42:00   There is no “high” and “low”
42:30   Don’t say, “I’ve got to love opera!”
42:46   Any form of engagement can be sacred

Reading: The Nativity Chapters (audio only)

KNOW YOUR QUESTION
0:50   Why does Joseph disappear after Jesus is 12? Why wasn’t Joseph at the Crucifixion? The Resurrection?
3:20   The Orthodox icon of Nativity offers answers
5:00   Defining terms: Annunciation, Visitation, etc.
STATE YOUR BASIC ASSUMPTIONS
7:14   Viewing Jesus, Mary & Joseph through the lens of the infanticide
8:45   People in the Bible were just like us
9:00-37:00   Reading The Nativity Chapters
21:40   Joseph and Mary flew out of the familiar into the great unknown
25:44   Whenever the calculating came to Joseph

31:21   Mary later in life
32:00   The Dormition of Mary
35:30   The Great Hymn of the Ordinary
CONVERSE WITH A WRITER INFLUENCED BY MUSIC
37:37   Convo with David Landau
WORK UNTIL YOU GET IT RIGHT
38:40   Motherwell’s “Elegy to the Spanish Republic”
A REMARK THAT ENDED MY 12 YEARS OF FAILURE
42:00   Garth Greenwell’s observation that rescued me
45:00   The Bible’s sturdiness
53:45   Why I love The Gideon Bible!

Fireside Podcast: New Words, with Mary Rakow (9/13/2021)

“I think the best art always asks questions that it can’t actually answer.”

— Mary Rakow

Listen to the Podcast here